This story is a
continuation of the story “KISAH CINTAKU PADA MASA SD” where I had graduated
from primary school and now I'm in junior highschool. My junior high school
located in one place is not far from Depok, so it does not require to boarding
or rent a home.
My school is very large
sangat besar compared my current school in elementary school. My school is one
of the best schools in INDONESIA , therefore for enter to my school it's not
easy.
Trying to forget the past
, made myself busy with activitys . although it is not easy to do that , but
I'll try to move on from my past. with new friends I started to make good
memories. join extracurricular [futsal]. Yah . . . even though I just know how
to throw the ball only hehe ~
that's effective , with
had such activities I started to move on from my past. Until at last I find my
consolation. Let's call her miss "A". I do not know the advantages of
a miss until I could fall in love with him.
She's not as beautiful as
the girl in my past , she's not smart in academic and physical. I did'nt know
why but every our's eyes met each other , there's something that make me want
to see her more and more. When she spoke, his voice is as beautiful as the
music melody played by orcestra world level.
From that I started
finding out more about miss A , why she could draw my attention so deeply. Why
does she always looks beautiful in my eyes, wehter she's angry or not she's
look beautiful. one year passed and hope in the next year I could be with her
classmates. And my prayers are heard by God, and I ended up with the same class
with her
at first I was very akward
with the situation , started to get embarrassed every time she near me ,
nervous . But after a few days with her , strange things begin to disappear ,
Perhaps because of my lack
of confidence at the time , I just did interaction with her as far as making
eye contact only. After almost half a year with her class, I began
to have the courage to speak with him, began to share stories and eventually we become very close
Already very comfortable
with my relationship with Miss A, I began to think to express my feelings to
Miss A. first I have to know is she like someone now , so I ask it to Miss A.
and it turns out she had crush to someone in my class. And the one she had
crush is my buddy who had crush with her
After that my relationship
with miss A starting tenuous , At that moment my heart was in disarray. 2
months passed and I rarely communicate with Miss A from that moment. NATIONAL
EXAM was held and I never talk with her again.
Until graduation finally I
was able to communicate with miss A. but unfortunately at the time he belonged
to my best friend. They told me , their relationship was established because
there was someone behind it And they are very grateful to that person. Ya . . .
that person was me , indirectly be aggrieved by their relations.
But to see her wide smile
, I felt something great in my heart , what is this feeling? . . . I keep
asking this to myself. Until finally I know that : to love someone we don't
need to force her to be ours , but to support what could make her happy . . .
that's love that i learn
Although it's hard at the
time to see it, but I can finally give it up . . . maybe she was not destined
for me. And with it , it ended my junior high school period and the story of “
kisah cinta saya pada masa SMP.”
NB :” to
love someone we don't need to force her to be ours , but to support
what
could make her happy . . . that's love that i learn ”
~THE END~
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