NamakuGhalib

My name is Ghalib shakhra , my friends call me ghalib, ear [because I always put nickname with ear in every game online].i was born in 1994

I'm a student of gunadarma university, management major, from class 1EA05.

At this moment I want share something about my romantic relationship when I 'm gradeschool. LOVE is no longer know the age , there are still kindergarten but already know the name "LOVE", some of which have already entered the seniors but never know the words "love" is [that's why , they are often called same-sex enthusiasts, due to not having a partner]

Incidentally, I was among those who know the name "LOVE" . when I was in elementary school, I was wondering to myself "Am I too early puberty?", when Elementary school I already know what it's LOVE .although it's just elementary love or what people said “Monkey love”.

So when I was in elementary school , I was like someone. Of course she was a girl . . . because I'm not gay.if I'm not worng when I was in 5 grade I happened know that love , the girl who I like si really beauty. many boys like her too.

I know “WHY”the boys like her.maybe because , first she's beauty, second because she's kind , third because she's often smile to everyone , and the last maybe because she's easy to get along.

My house is close with her's.so I often play with her, often go home togather , sometimes whe she's go to school , I often see her from the window. With that condition many boys jealous with me[especially those who like her].

over time, the way I feel about him getting deep. So every chat with her, my chest's pounding. Afraid to had eye contact , when talked to her I'm not see her eyes. Certainly divert to other objects. This feel went more deep than usual until 6 grade

when 6th grade, I was told by my parents that if I graduated from elementary school will move to the house that far away from her's [I feel sad when my parent told me that]. “can't see each other anymore” that what I was tought when I see her. Although it is hard to do.

In order to remove this feeling , I started to avoid her .when go home or go to shool. At school I rarely talk to her , rarely plays with her. Just to avoid her.

One day she give me a note that tell to meet her in backyard of the school. She needs to talk to me something important. Well as a guy I can not keep running away from the problem, so I went to see her after school.

Then the bell was ringing “kriiiiiiiiiiinggggg!!”.I approached her slowly . . . until he rebuked me, lately you seem to stay away from me , What happened ?. nervously I replied "eehh, no-no-nothing". In order not to look nervous, I answer with a laugh "ha-ha-ha-ha just your feeling”.

Ooh , just my feeling , she said.then that girl stand up and turn around and our eyes meet. Then I looked away quickly. See , you can't made eye contact with me, right ? She said.

Are you not aware ? Ask her. “Of what ?” I replied. Geez you're so thick. You really didn't aware of it ?. What ? I didn't understand what are you saying , I replied. Then she suddenly said “I Love U” to me

I was shocked , can't speak beacause too shocked. She didn't know yet about my moving , I feel bad about her. Then I said to her “ sorry , I didn't have the same feelings to you”. Then the tears down from her beuty eyes and run to her home. After that I never had a contact with her until I graduated from elementary school. 5 mont laters after u graduated from my elementary school. I received a present from unknow , I tought at first this is just a present from my fans. But I'm wrong about it. It's a birthday present from her.

"Apparently she remembered my birthday," I said to myself. And it's a first birthday present of the women I love.

“ IT DOESN'T MATTER WHERE WERE YOU , IF YOU ARE STILL ON EARTH I WILL CHASE YOU UNTIL MY FEELING REACH YOU “that was written in my birthday present.

That was my story when I was un grade school

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